Apparently in a past life or in heaven or whatever you believe we all picked roles and I picked the role of caretaker. I'm fairly decent at taking care of people and I do enjoy it. I like that people need me. I love that people share things with me but sometimes like right this second all I want is for someone to take care of me. I don't even care who. I just want someone who gives a shit about me, who can actually listen to me and then wrap their arms around me and tell me that everything is going to be okay.
I'm not in a bad place. I'm okay. Life is great but right now I don't want to be in charge of my life anymore.
That's all.
